I Take It Back…

I had a tantrum at Whole Foods Market High Street Kensington. It is so unusual for me to make such a public spectacle of myself. But berries are the only fruits that don’t cause problems for me and the Clinic had said to make sure they were organic – what with my sensitive system and the amount of pesticide used with conventional berries.

So when the guy from Whole Foods called me and said they were getting organic blueberries in (my favorite!) I was willing to make the trip to get them. I was feeling strong so I thought I could handle taking the bus. Then I got off the wrong stop and used up the rest of my precious stamina figuring out what to do. 

When I finally made it to my destination and the people in the produce department didn’t know anything about organic blueberries that had been kept for me, I had a complete meltdown. I can’t even believe I’m admitting that here. But then again, I’m merely admitting to being human.

Thank you to the employees who tried to help by giving me a free bag of frozen organic blueberries. ♥♥♥

I took this photo at the museum shop of The Wallace Collection, London.

Day 18 (April 18) – “I take it back…”

  • Write about a time that you lashed out at someone close to you because of frustration/fear/anger resulting from your health condition and you wish you could take it back. Forgive yourself and let it go.
  • On the flip side, write about a time that someone said something to you that they wished they could take back. Did you forgive them? Why or why not?

16 thoughts on “I Take It Back…

  1. I so relate to this. I completely lost it with a friend, an architect, I hired to design and build some shelves for me. The entire project took about 8 months! Ridiculous, with many delays on her side, or due to the woodworker she contracted to build them, and a total disregard for my schedule. Although I know her personally, and therefore she is aware that I am ill, she ignored some boundaries I had set when we initially agreed to work togwther. And then I had to explain to her that when she finally managed to pin the woodworker to a date to build the shelves ( requiring moving books, and dismantling other shelves in my place, something that required careful planning on my part, not to
    mention energy issues) that it was the worst possible week for them to want to come into my home, at such short notice, because I was committed to something else that did not allow any wiggle room for me at all to accomodate them and prepare my place for the work to take place. But she insisted that if I did not, that I would have to wait another 2 months! So I said, ok, I would figure out a way to do it. Then the day before she cancelled -AGAIN- and asked to reschedule. At which point I told her I couldn’t manage to prepare my place or find someone to help me. She offered to come and help.

    When she arrived at my place, I was so angry with her, I could barely bring myself to speak. Speak I did, and I let her have it. I wanted to know what it was about being ill and the timing being the worst she could have chosen, for me, that she had not understood. I wanted to know why my clear expectations and limitations for the work to be done in my. Place, given my physical condition, had been largely ignored. She couldn’t give me an answer at all. Which made me more angry. I had to go into my kitchen and cry and make
    tea before I could work with her to move the books and take down the other shelves, which turned out to be less work than I had anticipated. Of course.

    Later after the work was done, I apologized. She wanted a hug, but I am sorry to say that I was not sufficiently soothed yet to give her one.

    The job was postponed twice more after that! Needless to say, although the shelves are beautiful, I will never work with her again, nor will I recommend her services to anyone else!

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